NO INTERNET!!!

yesterday was a nightmare all i could do was sit and read becuse we had NO INTERNET my dad turned it off becuse he says me and my brothers are on it to much AS IF hes on it just as much as we are and now he's saying hes goning to turn OFF THE INTERNET EVERY weekend im so spaced out about this and then with school starting ill never have time to get ahold of kylie on the internet then LIFE SUCKS well i coped with it yesterday hopfully i can survive

kyly

my best friend is kylie a.k.a kyly she lives in pennsilvania and i live in minnesota so it totaly sucks we've never got to meat each other in real life befor i hope to be able to next summer but idk if it will happen becuse of sugerys and thiings i want her to come visit me but its gona be at least a year till i can meat her at all and i guess im just lucky to be able to talk to her on the phone almost ever day

boys

all my friends are boys my dads doesn't get it and yet he says i cant have a boy friend till I'm 30 yea right Ive got very little boy who like me like that but i have some and i like some of them but that's never gonna happen they like how i act i guess cause i fit in with them gud and like wat they do but that's about it and their kinda the misfits like me so no1 cares that im hangin around with them except a few ppl that tease me about it well i get teased about alot of boy related stuff there is this one boy James who's really kool tho and we hang out alot in the summer we go down to this pond and catch frogs and worms its pretty kool but i haven't seen much of him this summer so I'm starting to wonder if he doesn't like me any more or if hes trying to hide how much he like me cause at this parade that we always hang out at he ran away from me then gave me the rest of his bag of popcorn and then ran off again so idk about him yet i guess boys are confusing to me well peace out

school and clothes shoping

I'm going into 7Th grade and I'm nervous to be starting middle school i live only a block from school i just went shopping for it and did something i never do i bought JEANS and to top it off skinny jeans and i got some super kool graphic T's i went to hot topic also but the main reason I'm nervous of going to school is because i get teased almost every day by some gay ass kids but no1 in school cares they all just join in and have some fun with it to i mean why should any1 have to deal with it i used to like school but now i hate it and i hide from my mom to get out of going to school and i make up excuses for coming in late because of it and people all tease me about how i look and talk never spending time to even try to get to know me so i remain alone with nothing to do in all my free time but read